NO
NO THAT IS NOT WEIRD AT ALL
BECAUSE TSP IS BASICALLY PERFECTION WRAPPED IN THE PUREST FORMS OF LOVE AND BEAUTY AND GAY
i’m so sorry to hear about your breakup :( but really i think one of the fantastic things about this fandom and the incredible amount of talent in it (which TSP demonstrates quite wonderfully) is that it can become a lot more than just a whole lot of fiction; it can become a really great emotional outlet, whether you’re creating the fanworks or just enjoying them, and it can definitely see you through some rough times, just like it is for you now. i know it has (and still does) for me :’)
anyway i’m very glad to hear it kept you from being too sad, anon. do feel better <3